I’ve grown into liking you too much. Much more than I had hoped to. And much more than I should. As much as I want us to work out, and for you to come visit me in January, I get way too upset when you don’t message me. I’m an over-thinker, and that just isn’t going to go away. I know I told you I didn’t wan’t anything between us to happen, and that this was just supposed to be something casual, I can’t not invest feelings into this. I want this to stop right now. I just don’t know how to because it’s not actually what I want. I don’t want to be that idiot. And I can’t stand not knowing what exactly is going through your mind.
